Jan 122000

Dear Mesine,

Thank you for your amazing message posted in my guest book. You make me wonder how you found my site and what I did to offend you.

Please forgive me.

Lets have this heart to heart chat and see whether we can salvage Love and Light in our relationship.

You want to know if my husband loves me despite my foolish ideas. I asked him and he assures me he does. He only disapproves of my foolish ideas when he thinks they will hurt me (like my not wanting to take antibiotics).

You asked whether my children are ashamed of me. I had a sad and painful tubenal pregnancy and we have no children. If we did, they would probably feel somewhat embarrassed that their old mother is taking up cyber space. You know what children are.

Do my friends really believe I am wise? Or do they pacify me and laugh at me behind my back?

The first question is easy: My friends do not think I am wise. Why should they?

Do they laugh at me behind my back? I don’t know. I doubt it. My friends are intelligent, busy and talented people.

Enough about myself. What about you? Are you married? Do you have children? Don’t be sorry thinking you hurt my ego when you feel somebody needed to tell me the truth. We all do what we have to do. Tell me something about yourself.

Love and Light

Ursula Mistry